Wednesday, 8 April 2020

The Lonely Ghost


GOTHIC FOLLY:

Is it ever going to stop raining ? “ Katherine said, “I want to get outside and play.”

It's raining cats and dogs,” her sister giggled. “Woof, woof, meow”

You've been reading Paddington Bear little Frances.”

I aint little.”

You are and you have been reading Paddington Bear, he talks about the weather, cats and dogs. Lovely weather for ducks !”

It had not been a good start to the summer holidays. The sisters liked school but they liked even better not having to go to school. Why couldn't it rain on school days and save the sunshine for the holidays ?

Nine year old Katherine was playing hairdressers grooming every doll and teddy bear in the home. Seven year old Frances was lining up a heard of plastic sheep. “The animals went in
two by two,” she started to sing.

There were only two sheep on Noah's Ark, your got at least twenty there.”

I don't remember being taught at school that Captain Noah had teddy bears and Barbie Dolls on his floating zoo.”

The girls were bored. Daniel was not bored, he was lonely. Katherine and Frances had been bored for four days, Daniel had been lonely for four hundred years.

Girls, the weather forecast for tomorrow says it will not be raining. If it's right we are all going out for the day. Frances flock of sheep and Katherine's teddy bears gave a cheer. A cheer of delight, the teddies were fed up with having their hair combed and everyone knows sheep do not mark in a like like tin soldiers !

The weather forecast was right, absolutely right. It did not rain.

Look at that up on the hill,” Katherine said. “Isn't it strange don't you think ?”

It's not strange, it's spooky,”her younger sister replied. “Come on Dad let's go up there and have a look.”

With an end to the summer rain, perhaps a temporary end the family was spending the day at the National Trust's Gardens in Stowe.

Who lives here ?”

Nobody lives here Frances,” Dad explained. “This whole park used to be the home of The Duke of Buckingham.”

He lived there then, in the Spooky House ?”

No. The Duke lived in the big house on the other side of the park.”
If I was The Duke I would live here in the Spooky House, I bet that would have been fun. Wooooo.”

It's just a folly, It's called The Gothic Folly,” Dad explained.

Katherine” said, trying to show off her knowledge. “Folly means silly doesn't it ?”

So it's silly and spooky,” her younger sister giggles. “I like things that are silly.”

The Gothic Folly was certainly not silly but it was spooky. The gardens at Stowe were enormous, the sisters could spend a month exploring and not see everything. It must have been fantastic to have been the Duke of Buckingham and to have lived in such a place. There were not many people who had climbed up the hill to the folly but among those where there were sheep, lots and lots and lots of sheep grazing on the grass in the adjacent field. There were many more sheep than the number of plastic farm animals Frances had been playing with at home. Standing looking at the sheep was a young boy, a little bit older than Katherine perhaps he was dressed in rather strange clothes. As they were leaving the folly he turned and smiled at the sisters.

That is a big house,” Katherine said. “Is it called Buckingham House ?”

No,” Dad explained. “This is Stowe House where The Duke lived when he was here in the country. Buckingham was in London, he stayed there when he was in town. Buckingham House is now Buckingham Palace.”

The queen lives there,” Frances smiled as she showed off her general knowledge.

They had not seen him as they walked from the folly to the big house but as they looked at the enormous home of The Duke of Buckingham he was there again,when the girls noticed him he smiled.

Leaving the house they walked through an area of woodland. Katherine tried to name the different kinds of trees by looking at the leaves. Frances was more interested ib seeking how many squirrels she could count as they walked along.

Near to the entrance to the park there is a cafe, the girls pestered their parents for something to eat. “I want some ice cream,” Frances, “ chocolate ice cream.”

Apple pie and custard for me,” Katherine chose.”

She did not say it but thought her sister's choice was boring.

There he was again, the boy with the strange clothes ! Was he following them ? What was that strange hat ? He had taken it off and put it on the table where he was sitting. Neither of the girls had ever seen anyone wear a hat like that before. What ion earth was he drinking ? Neither of them thought they could ever swallow such a strange thing.

We are going to walk round the lake before we go home.”

It is a big lake and both girls were tired when they got into the car to head home. They did not see the boy again while they walked round the lake. They could see that folly, the spooky folly up on the hill. It had made a firm impression in their minds.


SQUIRREL WOOD:

Both Katherine and Frances slept well that night. When they awoke in the morning it was raining again.

Usually Frances was awake first but on that day Katherine opened her eyes at least fifteen minutes before her sister. She had a dream which was s till clear in her head and she wanted to tell Frances all about it.

We'll come back tomorrow,” Frances mumbled as she awoke. “Let's count them all and give them names.”

Katherine felt the ends of her long blond hair tingle where it met her head. “We'll come back tomorrow. Let's count them all and give them names.” Perhaps she was still dreaming. No she was awake.

Rubbing the sleep from her eyes Frances said, ”You were in my dream last night and was that boy, his name is.....”

Daniel.” Katherine cut her sister short. “His name is Daniel.”

How do you know ?”

Because I reamed about him as well.”

In Squirrel Wood ?”

Yes.”

But didn't the squirrels look funny, I mean squirrels are grey and these were all brown.”

Good morning Miss. Good morning Miss,” Daniel said. “Welcome back to the home of His Grace The Duke of Buckingham.”

Your hat looks funny,” Frances said.

Daniel took it off and bowed to his two new friends. “All important people wear to hats.”

So are you important then ?”

I am not but my father is, he is the estate manager here at Stowe.”

What's an estate manager ?”

He is in charge of all of the grounds here in the park and all the farms on His Grace's estate.”

What do you do then ?”

Nothing. I am a ghost.”

You don't look much like a ghost to me.”

Daniel smiled. “I was going to visit the squirrels, to say good morning and make sure they are alright.”

Do they have names, the squirrels ?” Frances asked.

Of course they do. I gave them to each one myself.”

Why are they all a funny colour ?” Katherine asked. She knew this boy Daniel must be playing a game, he was not a ghost. It was the sort of joke Frances would have played, perhaps she put him up to it.

They are all brown,” Frances said before he could answer.

Actually they are red, they are not brown.”

Well they should be grey. Squirrels are grey !”

I have heard it said that in the colonies there are grey squirrels but here in England we have red squirrels.”

Colonies ? What colonies ?

Look up there, that's Squirrel George I named him after the king.”

The two sisters looked up.

There with him are William and Matilda, I named them after the king's brother and sister.”

We don;t have a king,” Katherine explained. “We have a queen.”

Of course we have a king and of course we have a queen, Queen Charlotte.T hey have been to Stowe, King George and Queen Charlotte.”

Did you meet them ?”

No, I am not important enough to be introduced to the kind and queen. Besides I am a ghost.”

A ghost with a silly hat.”

Daniel took off his hat again and bowed. “I have told you my name, what are your names ?”

Katherine introduced herself then smiled as she curtseyed. Frances smiled but she did not courtesy.

Is this called Squirrel Wood ?”

That is what I call it but I am sure His Grace had it named something much grander.”

Do you come down to Squirrel Wood every day ?”

Most days but not always every day. Most days since 1769. That is quite a long time.”

Katherine, who was good at Maths, worked it out. “Two hundred and fifty years,” she said.

Daniel bowed again. This was a good game, the sisters would play the game with Daniel.

So what is the date today ?” Katherine asked.

It is Monday 3rd August in the Year Of Our Lord 1771.”

No it's not, it's Monday 3rd August 2019.”

For you perhaps but you are not a ghost. I am and it is Monday 3rd August in the Year Of Our Lord 1771.”

This is boring,” Frances said. “Boring just standing here talking, I want to do something.”

Shall I show you were the baby squirrels live ?”

Oh yes.”

There were three of them, three infant red squirrels playing in the trees. “What are their names ?”

Mary, named after Maryland. Caroline after North and South Carolina. Rhode, he's a boy, named after Rhode Island.”

The three watched with delight as the squirrels played. Daniel waited for his new friends to ask about the names he had given to them. If they did not ask him within the next few minutes he would tell them anyway.

Do you live in that weirdo place up on the hill ?”

I do Miss Frances. It it is the residence of the estate manager.”

It's spooky.”

Well after all I am a ghost.”

Katherine and Frances wondered for just a brief moment if indeed their friend Daniel could actually be a ghost but Frances wondered if anyone who wore a hat like that could evcer be a ghost.

You haven't asked me why I chose the names fior the baby squirrels.”

The girls did not reply and they did not reply when he explained. What were these colonies ?

Oh look, there's a badger,”

That's Henry, he's a good friend of the squirrels, he looks after them.”

Are there any other animals living here in Squirrel Wood ?”

Lots and lots and lots.”

Such as ?”

Deer, they come into the wood to hide when the Duke and his friends start to hunt them. The Duke likes a bit of venison on his table.”

That's horrible.”

Daniel did not think so. “Foxes,” he continued. “The Duke likes to hunt them as well.”

What about birds ?”

There are lots of birds, all kinds but my favourite are the owls. I like to sit here at night and listen to them.”

Do they have names ?”

Katherine and Frances awoke before Daniel could answer.

You and I have had the same dream,” Katherine said. “Exactly the same.”

Frances though for a moment then said, “Spooky.”

It is spooky,” Katherine agreed, “but it was not frightening.”

Daniel kept us safe.”

I was about to say that.”

I know you were.”

It was raining again.

I do not find history at school all that interesting,” Katherine started to explain, “But I think we need to do a bit of history today.”

I am not old enough to do history,” Frances smiled. “I am only seven.”

Yes, it was raining again so the girls were going to spend another day of their school summer holiday inside the house. They would normally play apart, do their own thing but on that day Katherine needed the help of her younger sister.

History is about dinosaurs and stuff,” Frances smiled.

It is also about Daniel.”

But he is a ghost,” Frances was still smiling but then more seriously explained, “he was a dream.”

Is he ? I am not sure. How come we both had the same dream ?”

I don't know.”

Katherine was thinking very carefully. “How old would you say Daniel is ? I am nine, you are seven years old, how old is Daniel ?”

Frances shrugged her shoulders. “A bit older then you are. Ten ? Eleven ?”

I think that eleven is about right. I remember he said it was 1771 so that would mean he was born in the year 1760.”

He said he named the two squirrels after the king and queen,” Frances remembered.

King George and Queen Charlotte, we need to find out when in history they ruled the country.”

Shall I go and get my tablet ?”

Yes Frances, do that.”

Was daniel after all just a dream ? Was he two dreams ? What about his being a ghost ? There was no such thing as a ghost was there ? Daniel ? Was he a ghost ? If Daniel was a ghost then were the squirrels also ghosts ? No they were real.

King George – Katherine typed the search into the tablet. Oh, there were lots of them: One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six. Prince William's great-grandfather was King George Sixth.

King George and Queen Charlotte,” Frances said, “they were the squirrels.”

This one, King George Third, was on the throne from1738 to 1820 and he was married to Queen Charlotte,” Katherine read the information from the tablet.

That is a long time ago.”

A very long time ago Frances but we, you and I, have both been there. Last night.”

In a dream.”

I don't think it was a dream, we had the same experience. I do not think it was a dream, I think it was real.”

Wow !”

And we are going back there. Tonight.”

Really ?”

Really. We are. I think we need to find out as much as we can about where we are going.”

Let's do it !”


SWAN LAKE:

Daniel was standing on a bridge at the end of the lake looking out across the water and watching the swans. As he saw the sisters approaching he turned towards them lifted his hat and bowed.

Good morning Miss Katherine. Good morning Miss Frances.”

Hiya,” Frances greeted him.

Katherine was a little more formal. “Good morning Master Daniel.”

Was it good morning, it was the middle of the night. It certainly after bed time.

How many swans are there ?”

Forty-six, I have counted them.”

And are they all your friends ?”

Indeed Miss Frances but they do not all have names. That is something I still have to do, I am trying to think up a name for all forty-six. The lake has a name.”

It is called Swan Lake isn't it ?”

It is Miss Katherine. How did you know ?”

It;s obvious, Swan Lake. Here is a lake with forty-six swans swimming on it, how could it be called anything different ?”

Forty-six includes the young cygnets who were born earlier in the year.”

A cygnet is a baby swan,” Katherine explained to her sister.

I know !”

So Miss Katherine, Miss Frances what brings you to Stowe again today ? This makes it three days in a row that you have been here.”

We wanted to see you,” Katherine said.

I want an adventure,” Frances said.

That sounds like a good idea.”

In seventeen whatever this date is there were pirates. Is that true ?”

Yes but they do not sail on Swan Lake.”

Swan Lake is the name of a ballet,” Katherine said. “I go to ballet classes every Saturday and I can dance some of the ballet Swan Lake.”

What is ballet ?” Daniel asked. “Is that something pirates do ?”

I want an adventure,” Frances repeated,

If he was to stop being a lonely ghost Daniel needed his two friends to come each day. He needed to take them on an adventure. He had an idea.

The Duke of Buckingham is the richest man in England,” Daniel began his adventure.

Is he the richest man in the world ?” Frances asked.

He could be but I think that Tzar Peter of Russia may be the richest, if he is than our Duke certainly is second.”

Daniel would give Frances and her sister an adventure, an adventure he knew The Duke of Buckingham and Tzar Peter of Russia would like to be a part.

Come on ladies let's have an adventure.”

Really ?”

Really, truly Miss Frances. Come and walk with me to the other end of the lake.”

Frances looked into the distance. “All that way ?”

Don't complain,” Katherine said. “I'll race you.”

Daniel smiled as the three started to sprint, a sprint which after the first three undred yards turned into a jog.

You're not fit Katherine,” Frances puffed.

You only just beat me.”

But I came first,” Daniel applauded himself.

But you are a ghost,” Frances observed.   All ghosts are good runners, everyone knows that !”

Daniel did not know that. He was not sure but he had never thought about it.

Down here, come on, follow me.”


To be continued......................

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Tuesday, 7 April 2020

Today - BAD DAY ?

WEDNESDAY 8th APRIL 2020:

I have a feeling that today is going to be a bad day.  I hope I am wrong, I really do.

From one way of looking at things every day right now is a bad day. The negative is outweighing the positive. I am worried. I am worried about the vulnerable people I have worked with and care for. We hear a lot about caring for the elderly but little about people who, in my opinion, are far, far more vulnerable.

People who suffer from depression.

People who are forced to rely on such abominations as pay-as-you-go electricity and gas.

People who are homeless and rough-sleeping. YES no matter what you read in the media there are still people who are homeless and rough-sleeping.

Yesterday I read on-line an article in The Guardian expressing serious concerns for those who are in prison.

My life right now is comfortable, it is relaxed. I live ion a large house with a garden I can sit out in the sun. Food is not a problem.  I have plenty to do to keep me occupied. I have my writing. I miss playing music on the radio, I miss meeting people, I miss the many projects I was involved with but in that respect I am OK.

I watch the Downing Street briefing on TV every afternoon then fire with anger as the thick, stupid journalists start asking their questions. Do they write their questions BEFORE the briefing, not bother to listen to what is said then show their deaf ignorance ? I am not a fan of The BBC - The Bullshit Broadcasting Corporation, I despise it !

Drug dealers are continuing to ply their trade. Oh yes they are !  I have firm evidence from several sources of such. What is worrying me is how they plan to expand their trade.

Tomorrow evening we will be standing on our doorsteps clapping for our NHS, for our emergency services, for our supermarket staff and for ALL who are going the extra mile in this time of crisis.  Perhaps we should have an other evening when we all stand out and BOO for those who under normal circumstances never go the full mile and now who would not know what an extra mile is if it was red carpeted in front of them.

It is people like this who are making me wonder what kind of a day I will have today.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !


Monday, 6 April 2020

Terminal Boredom


TUESDAY 7th APRIL 2020:
Don't know about dying from corona virus I have been wondering if I may kick the bucket from terminal boredom.  Yesterday I decided to keep a log of what I was doing and when.



6am:  Woke up. Went downstairs to check the laptop - no book sales SOD IT !   Checked Facebook - something kind there from Paul Foster which made me smile. Made a cup of tea and took it upstairs to Maureen who is still in bed. Had a bath. Took Jake for his morning walk then did the washing up from last night.

7am: Had breakfast of toasted crumpet x 2 and a bowl of cereal. Watched the TV news. Posted some nice positive things on Facebook. Typed up the bits of writing I did last night for my new book The Lonely Ghost.

8am: Washed some clothes, the washing machine is bust so had to this by hand. Wrote a letter. Did some work on my new website.

9am: Emptied the rubbish sacks and put things ready for the bin men on Thursday. Continued working on the website.

10am:  No post today.  Continued working on the website.

11am: Decided to do some cooking. Made cakes and cheese biscuits. Taste nice.  Jelena called. had a nice chat.

12noon:  Wrote Jelena a letter sending her some stuff from the writing project Down And Out in Milton Dreams asking her to check it.  Took something I posted to YouTube three years ago - Jake Goes To McDonald's and popped it onto facebook to hopefully make people smile.  Fixed the bird table I made yesterday, stopped it from being wobbly and swaying when a sparrow lands on it !

1pm: Sitting in the garden in the sunshine. Eating ice cream and writing some more for my story The Lonely Ghost.

2pm: The sun has gone in so I am back inside. Working again on the website.

3pm: Feeling tired so going to have a nap.

4pm: Woke up, watching TV, waiting for the daily briefing from Downing Street. Isn't it exciting when the highlight of your day is to need the loo !  OMG - news is saying animals could be infected with corona virus !

5pm: Watching the news briefing.  Just had an e-mail of support from the police inspector I am working with in my role as Chairman of West Bletchley Police Community Forum and another from an officer at Milton Keynes Council. How lovely.  Back to the news briefing from Downing Street - great positive leadership from the government I just wish the bonehead journalists would shut up !

6pm: Tea time, Maureen has made a vegetable curry.

Spent the rest of the day watching rubbish on TV.

Now here's something to end the day - something for you have a bit of fun with.

Write your answers and tomorrow I will send you mine !

Write down FIVE words which you think other people would recognise in you:



What is your favourite colour ?

What is your favourite flavour of ice cream ?

What is your dream car ?

When you were a kid what was your favourite TV programme ?

What is your favourite place to go on holiday ?

If you could have any job at all and have the qualifications to do it what would you do ?

What is the craziest thing you have ever done ?

If you could be a character in any film what character would that be and in what film ?

If you were a footballer which could would you like to play for ?

What is your favourite meal at McDonald's ?

What do you consider to be your lucky number ?

Who is your favourite cartoon character ?

If you won the lottery what would be the first thing you would buy for yourself ?

If you won the lottery what would be the first thing you would buy for someone else ?
On a scale of 1 to 5 when 1 is low and 5 is high how much do you trust the following:

A politician

In this present situation the government

In this present situation the opposition party

A policeman

Your GP

A security guard

A traffic warden

Yourself

Your next door neighbour

Social media

A news reporter

A taxi driver

A train driver

A dream in a world of (in)sanity

MONDAY 6th APRIL 2020
I had a very vivid dream last night. My friend Ian, the headmaster of Oakgrove School, was a bit short of teachers so asked me if I would come in and take an English class for him. I remember the dream very clearly, it was a year ten English class.

As I write this blog now I can see the faces of the kids.  When I was in teaching I always called my students the kids. Headmaster Ian tends to use the same word.

The class was a bit rowdy and took a moment for me to calm things down. There was one lad, a spikey faces teenager - his chin ended in a spike and his nose was a spike. Once I had him sitting down and listening the rest of the class followed.

"I want you,"  I said, "to write down five words that describe you as you think others see you."

The dream was very short, it went no further than that, but it was so clear and vivid. I think I know why my  mind decided it would have a dream last night. Towards end of the day I scribbled some more words for the book I am now working on THE LONELY GHOST. All being well I will write a few hundred more words today. The story is a dream and it is also a time travel adventure. Right now the story is 1,893 words long.

When I have finished this story I am going to pick up something I wrote, or at least started to write, four years ago THE FIRES OF HELL.  As a teenager I was a great fan of Dennis Wheatey who wrote satanic horror stories. One of his books is THE KA OF GIFFARD HILARY.  Ka, where have you heard that word before ?  Ford Ka. Those who are lacking in general knowledge think Ford Motors misspelt the word car - ka. NO. Ka means spirit. Some say, Dennis Wheatley said so in his novel, when you sleep your ka may leave your body and drift around on the astral plane. When it does that is a dream.  It is said that when you die your ka leaves your body permanently to live on the astral plane.

I am a believer in time travel, many of my stories play around in a multiverse.  It's logical that there are parallel universes, an infinite number. Surely there must be a way to move between them. The way to move between them is Destiny. Well that's what I think.

This crazy situation through which the whole world is living, is that a dream ?  Have we slipped into a parallel universe ? I hope so. Please can we all get back,

Back to that dream of mine last night. I want YOU - yes YOU reading this page, I want you to write down FIVE words which could describe you the way others see you. Others in this particular universe. I hope I will tonight dream my way back into the classroom, I want to know what the kids in my class wrote. I particularly want to know what that spikey faced kid had to say..

Saturday, 4 April 2020

Punishing the cowards

SUNDAY 5TH APRIL 2020:
Without looking the number up do you know how many people died from corona virus yesterday ?

One thing you do not need to look up is the fact that they died alone without their loved ones around them. They will not receive the dignity of a proper funeral with people there to celebrate their lives.

The death toll will go up, that is certain. It will go up before it starts to come down. Let's project ourselves forward by two weeks to Sunday 19th April. How many people will die on that particular day ?  If you are ignoring the government guidelines then YOU will be responsible for the death of of people within that number. How do you feel about that ? COWARD.

We are at war, this is a World War but a world war where the world is united to fight against an external enemy. Every single human being on the planet is involved. The brave people are fighting, the cowards are ignoring the government guidelines and putting lives at risk.

In a war the traditional punishment for being a coward is to be shot at dawn.

Here is an extract from my book QUANTUM MECHANICS in which I tell of a coward being shot at dawn.

"It's not easy," the Major said, "but it is a reality of war." 

"When I trained to be a doctor I trained to save lives not to take lives." 

"You did not take the poor wretch's life, the firing squad did that. all you did was to certify his death." 

"He was so young." 

"Cowardice in the face of the enemy is no respecter of age and is a capital offence, he knew that and so was entirely responsible for his own death." 

"Squad take aim." 

The two or at most three seconds pause was an eternity. 

"Fire." 

Six rifles cracked their deadly sound and the wretched man, he was hardly a man, was no more. The medical examination was a formality, he was dead. Six bullets accurately fired into his heart showed an explosion where they had simultaneously hit his chest. Yes he was dead. 

Thirty minutes earlier he had been alive. My examination of his body declared him fit and well, fit and well enough to face the firing squad, fit and well enough to die. 

Paperwork completed and signed  I returned to the field hospital behind the lines. 

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The Lonely Ghost


Nine hundred and fifty-one words and I have finished writing the introduction to my new book THE LONELY GHOST.

I have not written a book for children since the mid 1990's. Getting back into the genre is not proving easy but as I progress with the story I think I will get into it OK.

The first book I ever published was for my son Peter's 12th birthday. I am now writing this book for his two daughters, my granddaughters.  Katherine here on the right and her sister Frances who can be seen below.

That book I wrote for Peter, Peter's magic Fountain Pen, is a time travel story. The Lonely Ghost will also be a story where the two main characters, Katherine and Frances, will have adventures in time.

Here's Frances.  I do love these two so much.

Daniel is the Lonely Ghost. I grabbed this picture from the internet to help me build his character in my mind.

So this is what I have written in those first  951 words.

GOTHIC FOLLY:

Is it ever going to stop raining ? “ Katherine said, “I want to get outside and play.”

It's raining cats and dogs,” her sister giggled. “Woof, woof, meow”

You've been reading Paddington Bear little Frances.”

I aint little.”

You are and you have been reading Paddington Bear, he talks about the weather, cats and dogs. Lovely weather for ducks !”

It had not been a good start to the summer holidays. The sisters liked school but they liked even better not having to go to school. Why couldn't it rain on school days and save the sunshine for the holidays ?

Nine year old Katherine was playing hairdressers grooming every doll and teddy bear in the home. Seven year old Frances was lining up a heard of plastic sheep. “The animals went in two by two,” she started to sing.

There were only two sheep on Noah's Ark, your got at least twenty there.”

I don't remember being taught at school that Captain Noah had teddy bears and Barbie Dolls on his floating zoo.”

The girls were bored. Daniel was not bored, he was lonely. Katherine and Frances had been bored for four days, Daniel had been lonely for four hundred years.

Girls, the weather forecast for tomorrow says it will not be raining. If it's right we are all going out for the day. Frances flock of sheep and Katherine's teddy bears gave a cheer. A cheer of delight, the teddies were fed up with having their hair combed and everyone knows sheep do not mark in a like like tin soldiers !

The weather forecast was right, absolutely right. It did not rain.

Look at that up on the hill,” Katherine said. “Isn't it strange don't you think ?”

It's not strange, it's spooky,”her younger sister replied. “Come on Dad let's go up there and have a look.”

With an end to the summer rain, perhaps a temporary end the family was spening the day at the National Trust's gardens in Stowe.

Who lives here ?”

Nobody lives here Frances,” Dad explained. “This whole park used to be the home of The Duke of Buckingham.”

He lived there then, in the Spooky House ?”

No. The Duke lived in the big house on the other side of the park.”
If I was The Duke I would live here in the Spooky House, I bet that would have been fun. Wooooo.”

It's just a folly, It's called The Gothic Folly,” Dad explained.

Katherine” said, trying to show off her knowledge. “Folly means silly doesn't it ?”

So it's silly and spooky,” her younger sister giggles. “I like things that are silly.”

The Gothic Folly was certainly not silly but it was spooky. The gardens at Stowe were enormous, the sisters could spend a month exploring and not see everything. It must have been fantastic to have been the Duke of Buckingham and to have lived in such a place. There were not many people who had climbed up the hill to the folly but among those where there were sheep, lots and lots and lots of sheep grazing on the grass in the adjacent field. There were many more sheep than the number of plastic farm animals Frances had been playing with at home. Standing looking at the sheep was a young boy, a little bit older than Katherine perhaps he was dressed in rather strange clothes. As they were leaving the folly he turned and smiled at the sisters.

That is a big house,” Katherine said. “Is it called Buckingham House ?”

No,” Dad explained. “This is Stowe House where The Duke lived when he was here in the country. Buckingham was in London, he stayed there when he was in town. Buckingham House is now Buckingham Palace.”

The queen lives there,” Frances smiled as she showed off her general knowledge.

They had not seen him as they walked from the folly to the big house but as they looked at the enormous home of The Duke of Buckingham he was there again,when the girls noticed him he smiled.

Leaving the house they walked through an area of woodland. Katherine tried to name the different kinds of trees by looking at the leaves. Frances was more interested ib seeking how many squirrels she could count as they walked along.

Near to the entrance to the park there is a cafe, the girls pestered their parents for something to eat. “I want some ice cream,” Frances, “ chocolate ice cream.”

Apple pie and custard for me,” Katherine chose.”

She did not say it but thought her sister's choice was boring.

There he was again, the boy with the strange clothes ! Was he following them ? What was that strange hat ? He had taken it off and put it on the table where he was sitting. Neither of the girls had ever seen anyone wear a hat like that before. What ion earth was he drinking ? Neither of them thought they could ever swallow such a strange thing.

We are going to walk round the lake before we go home.”

It is a big lake and both girls were tired when they got into the car to head home. They did not see the boy again while they walked round the lake. They could see that folly, the spooky folly up on the hill. It had made a firm impression in their minds.

SQUIRREL WOOD:
Both Katherine and Frances slept well that night. When they awoke in the morning it was raining again.

Another Day

SATURDAY 4th APRIL 2020:
Yesterday I was moaning that the Royal Family appeared en mass to have abdicated !  Now I see that the Queen is to speak to the nation tomorrow. That is good but I still maintain every day one member of the family should be speaking to the nation.

I went out yesterday to buy shopping and would like to praise the kindness and hard work of everyone in Morrissons. I was not impressed by the stacked trolleys some had !  The woman in front of me had over one hundred pounds of multi-buys !  Let's ruffle a few feathers shall we !  It was women in their mid to late thirties who were panic buying.

After shopping I drove to take food to a vulnerable person. I was not impressed by the number of cars on the road. True it was quiet compared to the norm but please do not tell me all by any means of the cars on the road were on essential journeys. There were two incidents I witnessed of dangerous driving. Those involved thought the lower traffic meant roads were turned into race tracks.

Taking Doggie Jake for a walk this morning there was further evidence of anti-social behavior. More beer cans, there were broken beer bottles and a discarded cardboard beer case. Who are these people out drinking on the streets ?

I ripped up the original text for my new story THE LONELY GHOST and started again yesterday.  460 words into the new introduction and I am very happy with what I have written.  I am also working to launch a community writing project DOWN AND OUT IN MILTON DREAMS in ten days time. I sold 91 of my books on Amazon yesterday, well pleased !  I did a bit of calculating to see what I would need to achieve if I am to make it into the top one hundred UK authors. AH !   In a month I need to sell one million books to kindle members and ten thousand to non members. Does not make my 91 sales look that good does it !

Friday, 3 April 2020

Steel Bubble

FRIDAY 3rd APRIL:
TGIF - Thank god it's Friday.  Is it Friday  isn't it ?  I am losing track of days. I am waking up each morning somewhere between 5am and 6am. This is really late for me, when I was broadcasting 3.30am was when I started my day.  Some days now I would be quite happy if I did not wake up again AT ALL - ever.

I am working to launch a writing programme for some of the most vulnerable people in society, I'll tell you more about that in a future page, within which I am telling people it is important not just to write about what has happened in their lives but also how they feel about what has and is happening.

So.............................

Right now I feel that I am living in a bubble. Every day the wall of the bubble gets stronger. Will the bubble ever burst ?  Is the world going to come out of this horror ?  If it does when will it escape ?  If it does not escape then just when will Armageddon take over completely ?

Inside my bubble I worry about people I know, people I care about. What is happening to them ?  As the wall of the bubble gets thicker and I can not see outside I worry more and more.

I believe that our government is doing and amazing job, we need our Prime Minister to get well and  back speaking directly every day to the nation.  I wish The BBC would adopt a more patriotic and positive approach. When it does celebrate good things I do not feel it does it in a positive enough way. I am a royalist and proud to be but where is our Royal Family ? All we are hearing from them is silence. I think that every day a different member of the Royal Family should be out in the media speaking to and encouraging the nation. What are they doing ?  Where are they ?

Last night at eight o'clock I stood outside and clapped. There were people clapping but not enough, I would guess probably 10% of the residents where I live.  Somebody was letting off fireworks which I though was special.

Am I frightened ?  Yes I am but not for myself, I am very calm about myself but I am frightened for those who are outside my steel bubble, for those I care about and for the world.

I have the TV on right mow and have just seen Boris Johnson, he does not look well, standing on the steps of 10 Downing Street clapping last night.   Where  was Jeremy Corbyn ?  Do you think he was clapping last night ?  Where were all of the members of The Royal Family ?  How many of then were clapping last night ?

So that's how I am feeling. But what am I doing ?  I am trying to find a powerful angle grinder to cut my way out of the steel bubble in order to reach out, touch and help those I know and care about. I will be working all day today trying to cut my way out. Tomorrow I will tell you how I get on.


Wednesday, 1 April 2020

Time To Clap

THURSDAY 2nd APRIL 2020

8pm tonight - time to clap for the NHS !

When I clap I will be applauding the NHS, of course I will, I am a great fan of our National Health Service. However, I will be clapping for ALL of our emergency services.  I will be clapping for the armed services as they help in the emergency.

I do not believe in god, I do not do religion but every night before I sleep I am going to pause and fill my heart and mind with those I know and love but am not right now in direct contact with.

I want her to celebrate the efforts of our government but I am not celebrating our media, headed by Thew Bullshit Broadcasting Corporation aka The BBC where negativity is spread across what is happening.

Just as I do not do religion I do not do politics. What the government is doing is NOT politics. How fortunate we are to have Boris Johnson as our Prime Minister, get well soon Boris we need o see you on TV again. Boris is the right man at the right time and I would here put on record my support for his leadership. 

I am a royalist but I am disappointed to to be seeing members of the royal family speaking out with messages of love and support.

We have lived for decades in a society where failure is the norm. Right now as we fight this invisible enemy failure is not an option. As you clap tonight clap for success, when we come out of this emergency clap that we do not return to failure as a norm.